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you & I

finely lined
etched writing on stone
this parody
you play the only role
take my hand
you'll never hold my heart
I see past you
here I am
Playing along
time and time again
this gimmick
you should change things up
hold my hand
please tell me more lies
biding my time
carrying out the pantomime



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the days run together
paint dripping in the wind
dismal colors
it's night again
over and over
I know it will never end
I'm not where i belong
no road feels right
the sun never touches my face
you are gone
fast forward; rewind
things look dissimilar
standing this far away
watching
always waiting
looking at your life
I know what you meant
this doesn't feel like home
Rain
wash me away
Drown it out
I can’t hear what you say
Breath
Caught up in the sound
Live again
Revisit the lost and found
Here we are; where we’ve always been
Beyond the glass I don’t care what you say
Dream
Envelope my mind
Pull me in Don’t let me press rewind
Time I don’t want to slip way
Now that I found you I just want you to stay
feelingsuppressed
Lost memories blank pages My normal daydreams Déjà vu,  perhaps I guess I always knew The Red flags Once so faint  no longer silent it has been so long
You painted a pretty picture
wrote your words in erasable ink
told a delightful story
making promises you couldn't keep
such beautiful lies
the perfect tears you cried
they weren't even your own
borrowed from someone else's sorrow
you're not unique
spill your velvet words
they left splinters in my soul
who did I become
chasing your dream
tell me you're sorry
like I've never heard the words
wind me up and let me loose
I could never love you



Darling Soul

Laugh and dance shake it up
twist a new fate
smile and nod wish it away
splash through the pain
here we are
where we've been for so long
the story seems new
I look at you
I only see what I want to see
nothing looks the same
the stories grow
the lies still told
I am left here to wonder
where have you been
who are you now
the excuses grow cumbersome
you live this dream
paint your skin and shine
the user
more lonely that the used

Pit of my stomach

Devastation
Fills the silence
It whispers in two voices
The words repeat
Over and over
Rewind and replay
There is no quiet now
My dream shattered so casually
To indulge your sense of self satisfaction
Listen to my voice shake
The tears that scream your name
I can’t feel your skin right now
I’m drowning in my silent rage
Self-loathing and insecurities
Seem to be my only friends
I beg for a soundless moment
To help me understand
Your guilt believes it should be set free
For me there is no release
For all that I have now seen
Leaves me wondering
What I did not see

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