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A Pebble Thrown

Greedy little fingers Stuck on the prize Casting judging scowls Where is your crown? Perfection way beyond Your clutch Though you’re a self-appointed maven I’ll not bow down Equality on my mind Love envelopes my heart A light that leads the way To strength through compassion Suffering will not come from my words or actions This monster that consumes adoration Leaves you weak Enclosed in angst Fear Turns light to dark Clouds the mind A voice that chants “be like the majority” Be the anger that haunts the street Causing racism and death A world that needs not an enemy Because we defeat ourselves


I feel you with me A silent moment A random starlit instant Searching for veracity Tangled in this manic mind Reaching for your hands You’re unattainable No measure of time exists My spirit doesn’t know Intricate lessons of Giving but letting go A string of hope Glowing all on its own Balancing desire and faith Reality has its own channel It plays a song Do the beats match The rhythm of my heart
Thoughts circle within my mind A tidal wave of emotions that flood my soul. All the imperfections that make me individualistic Contribute to what I am able to bestow. Looking inside my eyes to the very essence Before turning my visions outward Allow my mind to fully examine each fiber of idea Each ray of what now becomes the truth A once broken heart is beating magnificently Under its damaged exterior And all of what seemed fruitless Now jovially dances about.


I cannot look at you Watch this poison consume you Smile and nod I know it’s all a lie Do you feel sadness Can you even experience an emotion This thick rope hanging you You’re a little closer each day Do you see yourself I wish you could see from my eyes The pain I feel as I watch this clogged drain The scum rising to the surface You wade through smiling each day This sadistic circle Who have you become I am not sure you really know So many different versions Of who you were before Wash your face I cant stand to see you this way Is there a person inside Clawing this disgusting empty soul Sometimes I wonder If you really know who Im calling Whenever I say your name.

Something New

Days continue The sun continues to rise and set I never paid the topic much mind To hear your voice To see your face I can watch your life from a distance An occasional twinge I suppose I’d care not to admit To feel your warmth Look into your eyes For a second it all seems real You feel a connection As the emotions show   Your color changes And grey becomes The only reality you allow me to know Hide away I cannot beg to be let in Standing in front of your face asking Why won’t this end You’ll tell me again and again Some things just don’t completely disappear My mind conjectures All the reasons why

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