Why

I cannot look at you

Watch this poison consume you

Smile and nod

I know it’s all a lie

Do you feel sadness

Can you even experience an emotion

This thick rope hanging you

You’re a little closer each day

Do you see yourself

I wish you could see from my eyes

The pain I feel as I watch this clogged drain

The scum rising to the surface

You wade through smiling each day

This sadistic circle

Who have you become

I am not sure you really know

So many different versions

Of who you were before

Wash your face

I cant stand to see you this way

Is there a person inside

Clawing this disgusting empty soul

Sometimes I wonder

If you really know who Im calling

Whenever I say your name.