Pretending

A full heart; a closed mind

No where to unleash the emotions plaguing me
I feel for a second but lock all fanaticism away
I’ll keep pretending
I don’t think of your smile
A happy memory; a pained thought
The invisible line holding back what I’ve to give
I’m somewhere behind this wall
Every inch of me screaming
Why can’t I break your gaze?
The here and now battles the trickery of the past
Broken hearted moments Cloud my present mind
I plead to you in the only way I know how
Shelter my broken pieces; Let me rebuild