you

I cannot explain the change
it is not in my control
I read your words
letters to my soul
In my mind I hear your voice
I know what is real
laugh with me today
lets touch the sun
I wanna taste your words
I want to see your light
to feel you all over me
the pleasure
the delight
tuck me in your heart
show me where I should be
tell me when to start

The world

The falsehood rises to the surface

I quietly count to ten

all the voices

the unnecessary chatter

I find it hard to comprehend

I dare not run

my eyes never shut

searching for a change

shed the layers of yesterday

my new flesh ready to feel the heat

lies, false assumption, games and deciet

Alone

Looking out the window

a portrait of the world

life just happening

nothing feels real

inside looking out

free from the world around me

lost within myself