Devastation
Fills the silence
It whispers in two voices
The words repeat
Over and over
Rewind and replay
There is no quiet now
My dream shattered so casually
To indulge your sense of self satisfaction
Listen to my voice shake
The tears that scream your name
I can’t feel your skin right now
I’m drowning in my silent rage
Self-loathing and insecurities
Seem to be my only friends
I beg for a soundless moment
To help me understand
Your guilt believes it should be set free
For me there is no release
For all that I have now seen
Leaves me wondering
What I did not see