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Pit of my stomach


Devastation

Fills the silence

It whispers in two voices

The words repeat

Over and over

Rewind and replay

There is no quiet now

My dream shattered so casually

To indulge your sense of self satisfaction

Listen to my voice shake

The tears that scream your name

I can’t feel your skin right now

I’m drowning in my silent rage

Self-loathing and insecurities

Seem to be my only friends

I beg for a soundless moment

To help me understand

Your guilt believes it should be set free

For me there is no release

For all that I have now seen

Leaves me wondering

What I did not see

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